Day 2.5: Game Over

Doctor #2 put the smack down and said, "Get off the cleanse, or get off your meds." Unfortunately getting off the meds is not really an option as I've spent 8 weeks building up tolerance to this medication and it needs to be taken consistently to work. So if I get off now - when I finish the cleanse I'd have to spend another 2 months to be back where I am now . . . That's not really an option. One purpose of the cleanse was to mentally help me cope with all this stuff, not hinder the fixing of the problems. . . . Sooooo, I am pretty upset as today is the best I've felt since starting this deal. I was actually beginning to think I'd be able to make it through the ten days. So much for that. I informed Ney - but it seems she is going to stick it out. Go, Ney, go!